Smile.

It’s hard to stay strong for the family. I miss you Dad.

Thank you for following me. I’ve seen all of the messages you guys have sent me and I will reply to them when I have the chance. My father has just recently passed away so I’m not really in the state of talking to anyone. If any of you guys decide to unfollow me then I’ll understand. If you still decide to follow me then thank you, you guys are great. I’ll be back when I’m stable.

     I shouldn’t have freaked out like I did. I shouldn’t have broken down like I did. I was more fluent in English and I could have helped more, someway or somehow. I should have called sooner, maybe the chances of you surviving would have become higher. I hope that you’re going to be okay. Please stay alive, Dad. I’m sorry I couldn’t be stronger. I’m sorry.